working on gathering from my journals to make a book

a few bits:
"dreams are seeds sprouting and growing in the subconscious.

if one is healthy enough it will flower and maybe even bear fruit in your conscious layer, and thereby impact your life, your lifestyle."


"maybe
our bodies and souls CAN separate
like reverse osmosis or something.

why not?

why else are there out-of-body experiences?

maybe when we separate them, we are expressing and experiencing our mortal capabilities, even though it’s not always fatal.

let go. do not cling to anything. the body recycles and perhaps you hold that connection forever.

i don’t want to let go. i don’t want to think of the body as a mere shell. where does the both/and factor fit here?

the body is sacred. the spirit needs it to be alive on earth, to physically be a part of the earth.




lightning. waiting for rain. looking for music.

there is a nice muggy weight in the air. like tiny moisture capsules and if you touched one directly it would explode water.

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"
last night i dreamed i kept going to my family’s church cuz they had food all the time: doughnuts & tacos baby!!!

i dreamed i was in a movie in which they discovered i was the actual reason Christmas is celebrated, because i had a teal necklace that made stars born in the sky whenever it jangled

and i woke up tryna call 911 cuz my siblings jonathan and heidi and i were being shot at by snipers in woods behind mcdonalds.
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