rushhh
hushhhh
3.31.2009
3.29.2009
self-portrait
this is how i feel
reaching for the sky making out with the sun arms outstretched everywhere at once
this is how i feel
the air bleeds its whispers in the veins of my eyes
visions twist in the pores of clouds
this is how i feel
music sparkling in my bloodstream
feeling colors pop on my skin
3.28.2009
3.24.2009
bodymap
i woke to my phone at 3 this morning, and it felt like a sign!!!!! after a delicious convo of drunk friends vs. my sleepdrunk self, i started to feel like my whole body is a map. i followed the topography with my hands and felt like i was learning secrets about life. (this doesnt mean i will let you explore my geography the same way, punk!! haha) ahhh!!!!
the body is a map of consciousness.
my current project is an exploration of the belief that ideas are physical things. i am reading THOUGHT-FORMS by annie besant and cw leadbeater, an old book of the theosophy movement published in 1901. this shit is a straight trip baby!!!
the physical nature of thoughts is the undercurrent of most of my crazy high experiences which i get without intake of any specific substance meant to induce these experiences. dreaming is my strongest connection to these experiences, as well as waking or falling asleep = states of hypnogogia (they are healthy).
the body is a map of consciousness.
my current project is an exploration of the belief that ideas are physical things. i am reading THOUGHT-FORMS by annie besant and cw leadbeater, an old book of the theosophy movement published in 1901. this shit is a straight trip baby!!!
the physical nature of thoughts is the undercurrent of most of my crazy high experiences which i get without intake of any specific substance meant to induce these experiences. dreaming is my strongest connection to these experiences, as well as waking or falling asleep = states of hypnogogia (they are healthy).
3.23.2009
3.15.2009
the black light makes me feel sexy.
looking at this photo makes me feel magical. hahahha,,,,, interesting how a my self-portrait can project its feelings onto me. maybe i should put self-portraits of how i want to feel all the time all over my room....and my city!!!
new project
blacklight drawings
and magic
3.13.2009
a dream
i wandered through hollow throats of the city
into an empty stomach, hungry, decaying, swallowing me into
its red-lit basement, men on stools against the rust-brick walls
watching me
one of them pulled out his pistol, fired a bullet that blurred past my cheek.
i leaped behind a shelf, but the men across from me started shooting too
so i held up my notebook in front of my face and watched the bullets.
i felt their reflection in my eyes,
and when they were almost one with my pupils
they fell to the ground, snowflakes.
and they kept falling
and i kept watching, not realizing the miracle,
only afraid to move, in case the magic stopped working
3.12.2009
3.11.2009
3.08.2009
drawingspree weekend
i listened to dj tiesto's in search of sunrise, latin america
for hours
and all i did was meditate on the motion of my pen, marker, etc
rendering
tracing
dreams
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